- 1 lb

So I have lost 13.5 inches in 20 days and 1lb 

LOL body WTF?

- 3.5 inches! 

I’m going to weigh myself but I’m not too hopeful

and gained .5 on my bust ¬¬

i’m so happy!!

my parents always make me out to be a greedy bitch

which i suppose i am

i haven’t eaten much today and i was hungry 

as usual we have no food in, so i ask them what i can have

response: oh you’ve eaten so much today, you shouldn’t eat anymore

i seriously have only had about 800kcals worth of food compared to 2000kcals+ that i used to eat

they seriously make my relationship with food so much worse

they just want me to be skinny like my perfect sister and it’s destroying me

i was casually facebook stalking and checking out peoples outfits who are into the same kind of fashion as me, laughing at how they thought they looked good etc. (it’s a very hard fashion to get right) and I realised that some people probably look at me and laugh. 

Being an elitist bitch won’t make me lose weight and look good in clothes, only healthy eating and exercise can. 

I’m going to be a nicer person now and focus on losing weight.

anyway - sorry for the little ramble